Monday, December 09, 2002
gone.
bitinn` awayy at 6:33 AM
Sunday, December 08, 2002
in case You failed to notice
in case You failed to see.
this is my heart bleeding before You
this is me down on my knees
bitinn` awayy at 10:37 AM
these tears must be invisible
because you dont seem to notice them
streaming down from my eyes
and for the first time i felt
like i had broken free from a curse
that i was so in love with
camp was super fun! 7december was my spiritual birthday. -grinns- but the devil attacked me. faith camp has really strengthened me alot in the word. my life has really been transformed and hmns. its a fresh start all over again. was really totally touched by Him during worship and really cried my hearts out. i dont want to go on doing 'dead works'. im putting my heart soul and mind into serving. i know i'll never let go now. tro has been fun although we didnt win. but winning is second anyways. survivor night was super good besides the part where cassian came over to tro and spied on us then grabbed our flag and ran off. thank god i was alert and got on my feet then went after him. was chasing him an inch behind but i still didnt manage to snatch the flag back from him. felt that i had let ethan and the whole tro down and all 'cause i was supposed to get my team to defend. he's really a great house leader besides that he's really mel. hmns. he wrote me an encouragement card. -grinns- well, international night was cool. the skit was pretty good i must say cuz my pherd did a marvellous job acting! -cheers!- but the dance made me nervous and all cuz i didnt get to like practise the whole thing. i figure it's less than 5 times. was just busy with props. but sihan and ding chuan were two really supportive guys. they just did whatever i said. perhaps all the northeast guys have that spirit. the kind of sacrificial spirit of doing anything to serve Him. esp the guys who were asked to paint their whole face, hands and legs black for the skit. and they didnt complain or anything when i painted the white rims around their eyes for them. but those vain ones like err... (what's his name? hahas...) were like "my contacts! watch it k." hahas. well, teachings were great too. at least i didnt fall aslp like my first camp. it's a sign of growing mens! yeay! got to know many many more people in yhope while working with them. liyan has really done a great job in deco. i thank god im in the ministry i can really give all my best to and a ministry where we can maximise our giftings.
[eelee] youve been really encouraging and all. im gonna grow my group to seven by end dec. im convicted. -grinns- thanks for listening and err... counselling? i wonder if that talking session was one. hahas. but i really learnt from there. i really admire your never-ceasing faith and we'll go all the way for 60 by year end! and we'll be the first to finish up our pioneering! im really excitedly looking forward to our regional house!!! thank god for you for having made a diference in my life. =)
[pherd] im glad we got to spent a little bit of time together at camp. if not i'll really miss you til... ok. shant get mushy here. thhat encouragement card to you was good enough. hahas. and i realised you hugged me for the first time yesterday. =/ thank you for your jacket last night when i was shivering in the freezing hall. am really glad ive a pherd like you. and uh huh... im always following in your steps. -grinns- iloveyoupherd!!! i dont care how mushy it is anymore. hahas. lalas.
[jew] though you didnt manage to stay throughout the whole camp with us, im really glad you made the effort to come whenever you could. your pherd here is really proud of you! -pats on yer back- shepherd very soon yea girl? -winkks-
[xiuhui] we really gotta perservere on and never let circumstances affect us. i really love you sheep. dont ever let the devil conquer you. continue to grow strong and really prioritise your time well, esp next year. we'll all strive together alrights?
[wanteng] this camp surely made me know you more and i can really see your desire to grow more and be a shepherd too. in times of testing you always got to stand strong and fix your eyes on god. please know that im here for you always. -huggs-
[laogong] hehs. i love your lil ballet on stage that morning. thanks for being there okay? love your hugs. let me tell you a secret k. ive got a new crush. -grinns- but still, ai ni.
[puay] puay!!! hehes. youve always been so cute. and small and nice to hug. i just realised we were hugging in the middle of the aisle on sat night for so long and alot of people saw it. jontay thought i was crooked or something. leonard asked if i was straight. hahas. but anyhows thanks for being there too. -huggies-
ahh... many more people to go. i'll write to you all and pass them to you on tuesday instead. -grinns- my guestbook has been left untouched cuz all of us went to camp together. hahas. we all had fun yea? -winkks-
bitinn` awayy at 9:01 AM
Wednesday, December 04, 2002
joyce. quickly recover k? wanna see you well tomms at camp. =) and jewell!!! -sighs- i'll miss you alot!!! but am glad you're coming down tomms even for a while. comtinue to have faith. =)
bitinn` awayy at 5:59 AM
camp tomms! am so hyped up. made a trip to the campsite today. high school and poly ppl are really talented. we're like doing everything ourselves. the media setting up, the deco, the games, everything. im simply awed. painted the sweden flag with bing quan. he's so meticulous. like made sure every line was fine and clear. when the house and tean leaders went through the games today, i was the sole survivor for the poison ball! -cheers!- then sam said i have good prospects and my house has a great advantage. hahas. ethan was like yeay and all. ive like two of my sheeps staying over and i had to set up the vcd player for them to watch their meteor garden two together with xiaoting? =/. i dont like f4... dont like!!! -frowns-
bitinn` awayy at 5:56 AM
Tuesday, December 03, 2002
im just feeling totally whacked. urh. i dont feel like blogging. just wanna say, today hasnt been good at all. i hardly smiled i guess. -sighs- camp preparation's so tiring already. wonder how after camp would be like. but am still looking forward to it though. gonna slam onto my bed now. now. now.
and erm hey, i chose to avoid i think. =/ but i had no intentions of chasing you away or whatsoever.
bitinn` awayy at 8:41 AM
Monday, December 02, 2002
had sucha great day today. really woke up and did some catching up with my work. -grinns- then went to play bball with xiuhui. ooh. it was one hot afternoon boy. -phew- then brought wenbing to the arcade with us. gosh. it has been ages since i stepped into an arcade. wanted to burst out laughing at these two girls playing ddr. t'was super amusing. like hello... that's not a platform for stamping. please be considerate. thanks. hahas. then i left for rick's. there was this affirmation session thing which i find really encouraging. we should do it more often yea? following was rehearsal for camp presentation! sang the song we're gonna present. sounded like a choir thing? sounded marvellous. we've got seperate parts for the guys and girls to sing. i was sitting behind and the nec guys sitting beside me were like singing outta tune? -_-" perhaps nea sounds better. well obviously! when their unit leader can get the tune of the cheer right for jontay when he had such difficulties singing the cheer he himself wrote? hahas. hilarious. jontay went shrieking, "that's the one!!!" when daniel sang the musical part of the cheer in sync. every single one of us were laughing our heads off. then neb did the dance and nea and nec were at the void deck practising their skit. i was watching them while breifing sihan and ding chuan. it's a corny comedy. hahas. leonard was like wrestling with cassian. and daniel and david just stood there telling them what to do as those they called the shots. hmns. they did anyways. well, xiaoting's coming over tomms to do the northeast flag. then cathy asked me to go to vanessa's house with huili to persuade her to go for camp. hmns. hopefully she'll come.
bitinn` awayy at 8:25 AM
your rainy days shroud beneath the feathery touch of heaven
grey splattered suede smoothed over the expanse
and mesmerise to know in just a few hours,
the desert storm will rise again.
the sky is so beautiful tonight
it seems like the world has fallen upon us
..and the crescent moon is but a tiny star
high above the blue.
this is why summer is worth it
bitinn` awayy at 4:14 AM
Sunday, December 01, 2002
crisis crisis crisis. celine went out with my laogong today! -jumpps around hysterically- she was hugging my darl yesterday in front of me too!!! -screamms- jealousy is eating at me inside.
bitinn` awayy at 5:55 AM
Its time now, I turn around
Turn and walk on this crazy ground
bleahhs. just came back from m'sia. was wanjuan jie's engagement. whee... she really looks different in her wedding photos. much prettier. wonder if her daughter will have a "juan" too like all of us. hmns. played with amos. he's grown so big! and he looks really kewt in his new ronaldo haircut! and in that pikachu attire of his. there's like this hood where it has two flaps sticking out as ears? and a tail behind his shorts. hahas! the new-age pikachu. and everyone was exclaiming that the new-born twins resemble me? like -grinns- they look super adorable so what does that make me? hahas. alrites. pardon my egoism. thanks. but anyways im all hyped up for tomms. im gonna wake up early and really do some revision. am serious. havent touched my books the whole hols. after which i'll go over to rick's. yeay! all NE-ians goin for camp will be there. which means... he'll be there. -grinns- cant wait. ladidums.
bitinn` awayy at 3:58 AM
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