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Saturday, June 08, 2002



Find out what "Britney" song you are at Affe's quizzes

bitinn` awayy at 11:49 PM


typed a whole chunk but blogger erased it. damn u blogger.

bitinn` awayy at 9:21 AM

Friday, June 07, 2002

x almost.paradise x


I thot dat dreams belonged ter other men
cuz each time I gort close
dey'd fall apart again

I feared mie heart wud be in secrecie
I faced de nites alone
oh, how cud I haf known
dat all mie life I onlie needed u

almost paradise
we're knockin on heaven's door
almost paradise
how cud we ask fer more
I swear dat I can see fereva in yer eyes
paradise

it seems lyke perfect luf's so hard ter find
i'd almost given up
u muz haf read my mind

and all dese dreams I saved fer a rainee dae
dey're finallie cumin true
I'll share dem all wif u
cuz now we hold de future in our hands

almost paradise
we're knockin on heaven's door
almost paradise
how cud we ask fer more
I swear dat I can see fereva in yer eyes
paradise

and in yer arms salvation's nort so far awae
It's gettin closer, closer everidae

almost paradise
we're knockin on heaven's door
almost paradise
how cud we ask fer more
I swear dat I can see fereva in yer eyes
paradise

bitinn` awayy at 6:22 AM

Thursday, June 06, 2002

the word "alone" scares me.
it brings tears to my eyes.
was I ever lufed by u?

bitinn` awayy at 10:05 PM


doin all dese
fer you.

bitinn` awayy at 8:54 AM

Wednesday, June 05, 2002

char .[>] chill. i'm sorrie if I pist u off todae. next time I'll jez nort sae anithin bout yer crudeness.



charl .[>] busie gurl u wif yer sailin and tennis and everithin. but reallie glad u came down and join us! -grins-

edna .[>] heys dun cry kies. dun seek luf. luf will seek u. worteva dat's meant ter be will be. but remember... i luf u! -huggiex-

peis .[>] it's been a fun dae out n thankies so so so much fer doin my hair. -grins-

ser .[>] I UPDATED MY BLOG. knoe wort u shud do now? hahas. btw. I checked her website out again. she's NORT chio lars. bad taste u

yings .[>] take care of yer cough and flu. if it doesn't get better go see a doc kies? muz take yer medicine... cannort dun take. muz b a goodie gurl -huggiex- take care

joe. pings. sam. yangs .[>] miss u guys loads ='< at camp... quicklie cum baq from camp. overseas... quicklie cum baq home. busie studyin muz hang out wif us still

bitinn` awayy at 9:34 AM


yeps! hahas. been a tirin yet wunderful dae.
went over ter edna's house after paintin banner at sch.
colored mie hair togetha wif ser.
nice color... we chose it togetha wif peis.
den we "took" de comb from anotha box n put it into ours.
sorta got a free comb. hahas
aniwaes when ser was gettin her hair washed
I was asked ter pull down ser's collar
so it wouldn't get stained
but my hands were dirtee and I used my feet
hahas and she actuallie din feel it til peis mentioned.
when I washed my hands and used them ter pull down her collar
ser shrieked fer me nortta use my feet. hahas!
lousiee ser!!! lousie sense of touch.
was a tirin dae cuz I had ter be like in a crawlin position fer peis ter wash my dye off.
she's soOOooo good at it kies. she cud be a shampoo gurl! hees
den we watched child's plae and played mahjong
ser din win a single game. lousie!

bitinn` awayy at 9:13 AM

Tuesday, June 04, 2002

:: joe [>]> heys gurlie! thanx fer listenin ter my crap yars as well as hearin those lyrics out. yep it's so my case. hahas. i like can't stop playin dat piece. i promise when I do a good job out of masterin dat whole song I'll plae it fer u kies? i jez hope he'll understand. i duno. yeh I've feelins but he has too rites? ter think I was so stupid ter tell him wort happened. yea. u saed I was stupid too. hahas. but maebe u're rite. it's better norta keep things from him. yep. thanx fer helpin me solve my probbies but... i'm nort pokie yummiex! -faints- bie de wae -i.luf.u- and thankiex manie manie manie!

:: you [>]> i'm sorrie. i... i jez duno wort ter sae. but I hope u'd understand? worteva it is... i luf u.
.x. i-promise-ter-be-yer-walkin-stick-n-everithin-u-need .x. -grins-

bitinn` awayy at 9:05 AM


left wif a scar ::

:: once an open wound ::
::a pain misunderstood ::

:: complicated ter think
:: unable ter stop anithin

:: de tears fell like rain ::
:: de blood washed awae de pain ::

no reason fer hurtin ::
without de understandin::


:: of de thots dat fill my head ::
:: of worteva dat's been saed ::

:: all dese torture my mind
:: so much til i find

:: myself fallin over de edge ::
::until I break ::

and de pieces shatter ::
my soul left abandoned ::


bitinn` awayy at 7:58 AM

Monday, June 03, 2002

.+. she doesnt run ter u animore .+.

she.did.fall.in.luf
and.it.was.wif.u
lost.time
but.dere.was.nuthin
she.culd.do


u.didnt.belif.it
din.belif.it.cud.be.true
but.dere.she.went
jez.fallin.in.luf.wif.u
and.now
u.wunder.why
she.jez.doesnt.run.ter.u
animore


u.were.fallin.apart
and.too.far.ter.see
u'd.broken.her.heart
u.refused.ter.speak
dat's.jez.wad.it.was
dat.kept.her.goin
and.it.was.all.dat.she.was
dat.kept.her.from.knowin



why.doesnt.she.run.ter.u.animore?
she'd.ran.awae.wif.sumone.else
n.u.wunder.y.she.doesnt.run.ter.u.animore
she's.held.in.de.arms.of.her.lufer.now
she.jez.doesn't.run.ter.u.animore


she's.jez.a.lil.gurl
stop.keepin.score
game.over


bitinn` awayy at 9:04 AM

Sunday, June 02, 2002

x a star once asked me," since he makes u so sad,y dunch u leave him?" x
x i looked up at de star and asked, "would you ever leave the sky? x

gazin.at.de.stars
etched.in.de.sky
i.thot.of.how.far
how.far.u.were

how.much.i.wished
fer.u.ter.be.by.my.side
den.i.wouldnt.haf.missed
de.times.we.spent.together

i.shed.a.tear.or.two
cuz.i.missed.u.alot
til.dis.moment.i.still.do
miss.u.much

bitinn` awayy at 9:20 AM


joe:: ::hees. i'm over it lars. din rillie mean ter be sarcastic or angree. jez kinda upset. or rather disappointed. but it's ok. -huggiex- i luf u lots.

nette.jas.zi.lynn.guanyin.n.familie:: ::yippers saes hi ter all of u from sydney. when will he be baq by the wae? zi... miss u lots. actuallie miss all u peeps.

bitinn` awayy at 8:34 AM


-whoops!- harhars. i'm so happie~ had sucha great time... went ter de beach fer dinner.
-grins- drank quite a bit. hahs. vodka and beer and vodka and beer. hahs.
den jac jason and me ran ter de pyramid and scaled it.
had a competition and I reached da top de fastest! ladidums.

i'm on de top of de world
lookin down on creation
And de onlie explanation I can find
Is de luf dat I've found eva since u've been around
ur luf's put me at de top of de world

dat was de song I was screamin at de top of my lungs when I was at the top.
hahas. was fun. rillie fun.
but I started blabberin rubbish on my journey baq ter those two.
guez I'll haf a major hangover tomms since I'm so gaudie and dizzie now.
but i'm still grinnin and laufin awae.hahas. dis is bad


bitinn` awayy at 8:05 AM

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