i miss the times i smiled
i miss the times i laughed
i miss the times i was happy
the times i knew joy
the times i recognised faith
the times i believed dreams do come true
but i dont recall those days
will I have them again?
it all ends with a question mark
im afraid that when my heart shatters
there's no one here to dry my tears
no one to calm the storm of fear
that rages deep within me
bitinn` awayy at 7:53 AM
im just plainly waiting for the day when i'll smile my heart's smile.
where is He when you need Him most? He's up there just playing hard to get
bitinn` awayy at 4:20 AM
Thursday, August 15, 2002
i worship at your throne
whisper my own love song
with all my heart i'll sing
for you my dad and king. I'll live for all my days
to put a smile on ur face
and when we finally meet
it'll be for eternity
and oh how wide you open up your arms
when i need your love
how far you would come
whenever i was lost
and you said that
all you feel for me is undying love
that you showed me
to the cross
i worship you my god
i worship you my god
i love you i love you
Forever i will sing
forever i will be with you
be with you.
im glad i still have Him to count on. am glad he's always there. excited bout seedmeet on monday. -beamms-
bitinn` awayy at 4:32 AM
I want a mom that will last forever
I want a mom to make it all better
I want a mom that will last forever
I want a mom who love me whatever
I want a mom to take my hand
and make me feel like a holiday
A mom to tuck me in at night
and chase the mosters away
I want a mom to read me stories
and sing a lullaby
And if I have a bad dream,
to hold me when I cry
And when she says to me that she'll always be there
To watch and protect me, I don't have to be scared
and when she says I will always love you,
I wont need to worry cause i'll know that it's true
I want a mom when I get lonely, to take the time to play
A mom who can be a friend and find a rainbow when it's gray
I want a mom to read me stories and sing a lullaby
And if I find a bad dream, to hold me when I cry
bitinn` awayy at 3:04 AM
you never know when's your last day on earth is.
but i feel as if today's that day for me
when ive lost my voice totally
when my sneeze is bloody
when my head spins continuously
and my heart feels dumpy
when my doctor tells me
"your temperature's too high
your throats too red
one of your blood vessels might have burst"
and then she asks
"have you been stressing yourself?
have you been skipping meals?
have you been taking cold drinks?
have you been slping little?"
no doc no...
but u know it when u're lying right?then she says
"you'll be okay so long as
you take care of yourself
drink less cooling tea
take your medication on time
finish the anitibiotics
dont worry so much"
yes doc yes...
but why do i feel as though im never goin to be okay?
bitinn` awayy at 2:32 AM
Wednesday, August 14, 2002
-sighs- bad day.
bitinn` awayy at 4:52 AM
Tuesday, August 13, 2002
What dessert are you?
bitinn` awayy at 7:31 AM
Which character from Lilo & Stitch are you?
bitinn` awayy at 7:28 AM
Which character from SpongeBob SquarePants are you?
bitinn` awayy at 7:26 AM
Monday, August 12, 2002
char!!! charr!!! char!!! ahh.... -yells- i luf u so so much. but wait. before i say that. hmns. i need
x. june's IS
x. july's Juice
x. ALL the pulp except the lastest
it's ok if u don't have them
i still love you anyways
for helpin me search EVERYWHERE for my wallet
even the dirtiest and most disgusting places
thank God for a friend like you
who went all the way for me
like only CHAR would flip bins with me
and sit outside school to wait for my mum to pick me up
and accompanied me for the whole afternoon
from goin to look for Mr Foo
to canteen for lunch
to the art room AGAIN
to class to take MY bag
to the stairs halfway
to class AGAIN to take YOUR bag
to math remedial
to class AGAIN to take my folder
to the bridge halfway then turned back
to class AGAIN to search for my wallet
outta school and waited with me
thanks for listenin to my crap mumblings
truly appreciate u.
and dearie lings!
so glad so glad ive u as my friend
-jumps up and down-
wonder what i'd have done without you treatin me lunch and iced tea!
-gifs u a tite tite tite hugg-
bitinn` awayy at 7:20 AM
today was just a suckie day.
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ok! yea. that was my slammin on my keyboard. -growls- am seriously in a bad mood. touch me and i'll bite your tongue off! so steer clear. -sighs- some funny idiot just sent me an icq msg saying hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. i ignored. and idiot came again saying hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiihiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. and i type "u're super irritating, get off my back". wasnt i so polite? and idiot still came up sayin hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. i typed "pharq off lars!". and idiot happily did. so anyways. i lost my wallet today. damn. i hate to talk about it. the story's just so freaking long. and grr... im so angry so angry so angry!!! !!! !!! banged the table so many times today. sheesh! i hate myself for being so foolish to leave my wallet around. after math remedial((im turnin nerd)) i was mumbling and swearing and complainin to char. she said i was wallowing in self-pity cuz i was sayin like, " hmns its ok. it's just a wallet i got from hongkong, some thirty seven cash, some neoprints, some keys, some earsticks, my ez link card, a lil note from pings, a lil danish guide's uniform button, a danish camp keychain and ling's and joe's passport foto." -rolls eyeballs- rolls rolls rolls... so i simply hate losing all those. come to think of it there's like another ten bucks in one of the compartments. -winces- if you took my wallet, take the money and give me my wallet and the items back pls?
and as though that aint enough. came home to discover my calculator outta battery. like hello? ive a math test tomms! and then some people tore my spade juice IS and pulp magazines.
im goin to burst into tears soon... in fact, now.
bitinn` awayy at 2:55 AM
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