Saturday, September 14, 2002
Settle down endless echoes,
I'd like to see a rainbow before the rain.
surrounded by imperfection,
everyday is the same.
everything loses it's beauty,
like a rose which dries and wilts.
We all seem to get suffocated,
into a world lost of guilt.
We seem to have disregarded,
the significance in this life.
as if we've locked it up throwing away the key,
yet continuing to live in guiltless strife.
I'd like to linger through the night,
I'd like to see the sun refuse to rise.
Just to see if anyone notices,
being caught up in their busy lives.
I'd like to meet a person,
who isn't blinded by this imperious world.
I'd love to visualize life of nothing,
but diamons and pearls.
We've been lost for far too long,
held down suffering this jagged infection.
through time,
we've seemed to fall in love with imperfection.
bitinn` awayy at 9:08 AM
pain has an element of blank;
it cannot recollect
when it began, or if there were
a day when it was not.
it has no future but itself,
its infinite realms contain
its past, enlightened to perceive
new periods of pain
Feelings are worthless
Uuntold and unseen you
Can't chase them away
Knowing the truth
bitinn` awayy at 6:43 AM
Friday, September 13, 2002
ihatestayingathome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! itsimplydrivesmecrazy. onedayi'lljezpackandleavelikebefore. dammit. allofthemaredrivingmecrazy. selfishirritatingpigs!!! bitchyselfcenteredidiots!!! uuuuurrrrrggggghhhhh!!!!!!!! justjustjustgoaway!!!gojumpintothedeadseaandjustdrowntohellforallicare!!! ijustsoHATEHATEHATEtheworld. likeNOTHING'sgoinright. pharq. -growls-
bitinn` awayy at 8:47 AM
Wednesday, September 11, 2002
was so silly of me to bang into the wall this morning when i went to school. -hides- it was so embarrassing. -cross my fingers hoping no one saw- yea. what's up with me mens?! can't even walk properly. guess I still wasnt fully awake in the morning! -shrugs- hahas. anyways it has been a long day. time seemed to pass so slowly. wells, chinese and physics test tomms yet im here blogging?! wudder. but anyways im in no study mood with this headache and flu. -sulks-
[[pings]] I really miss you. miss your lameness and loserly actions to laugh at. wells, miss to see you quarrellin with ser with both of your fingers pointing at each other in front of my face. hahas. miss ser's boredom too!
bitinn` awayy at 7:58 AM
Tuesday, September 10, 2002
!!! yea! im so happy. shalala =) everybody should be happy =). hmns carol used to sing that song all the time. but now... sighs. we shant talk bout what's past. =) like im suddenly passing all my tests well. hahas. im happy. and therefore char the impending war is not affecting me... yet. hahas. kor came home today! like after a long long while. and guess what's he's purpose in comin home? to like give me a lil pep talk. must be my dad again who went to tell him I didnt do well for my term3. It's as though everytime everytime everytime I get back my result slip he'll come over and "encourage" me to study harder. and as usual, he said he'd buy me a watch... again... if I did well for my end year. wells, every year I get a watch no matter how well or badly I fair. anyways all my watches are from him and the one im wearing now has cracked so yea... really hope he'll get me the watch no matter how well I do.
the guardian angel game is dumb. really. as in everyone's playing it. and i can only watch. since "my guardian angel" doesnt dare to play with me no matter how many times I summon it out. wells, =) , I'm totally filled with the Holy Spirit. so... yea you wandering spirits can go attack the rest. hahas! I'm safe. I know I am. =)
bitinn` awayy at 8:23 AM
Sunday, September 08, 2002
i love you. lots. thank you. =)
bitinn` awayy at 9:02 AM
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