Saturday, October 05, 2002
God.
wipe away my tears for me will you?
calm the raging storms in me will you?
hold me in your arms tightly will you?
cause You're the only one left whom i can run to now
he loves me no more. Youre whom i can count on
they dont want me back. Youre all im left with
bitinn` awayy at 9:00 AM
is it just me being over -sensitive or are you drifting further away from me?
why can't i stop asking myself what's wrong with you.
or what's wrong with me.
well. what's wrong with us?
bitinn` awayy at 8:55 AM
Somehow, the conversation mentioned your name,
And someone asked if I knew you.
Looking away I thought of all the times we had together;
Sharing laughter, tears, jokes, and much more.
And then, without explanation you were gone.
I looked to where they were waiting for an answer, and then said softly,
"Once...I thought I did"
bitinn` awayy at 5:54 AM
Friday, October 04, 2002
she still sits curled up at the dark cold chilly corner
smiling, she's glad they're happy and together once again
crying, she's wondering why it's three and no longer four
she knows it. it's just meher. she causes all the pain
it's always been this way.
nothing will ever change, isnt she right?
there'll never be a day
where she'll find her right by their sides
bringal.carrot.banana.tomato
bitinn` awayy at 9:07 AM
Take The After-Death Destination Quiz
Another (baka) quiz made by Kourin
bitinn` awayy at 8:35 AM
na. this is for you
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong
And carry on
'Cos I know I don't belong
Here in heaven
Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way through night and day
I just can't stay
Here in heaven
Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please
Beyond the door
There's peace I'm sure
And I know
There'll be no more
Tears in heaven
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong and carry on
'Cos I know I don't belong
Here in heaven
i really wonder who made you think you dont mean a thing to mean. what a bitch.
bitinn` awayy at 1:50 AM
Thursday, October 03, 2002
sniff ye soon... hahs are you over and done with yer addictions? -sighs-
bitinn` awayy at 1:27 AM
Wednesday, October 02, 2002
past entries of others' blogs make me feel so depressed. like sighs!
bittersweet memories they'll always be
how beautiful yet heart-wrenching
ain't it how ironic many things in life
can make you cry and smile at the same time?
i thot we had a long way to walk...but we ended even before we reach the first bridge to cross...sigh...
bitinn` awayy at 6:57 AM
Tuesday, October 01, 2002
[xiaoting] hey lil girl. dont be upset anymore kies? -huggies- everything will be fine. thanks alot for dropping by today and taking the poloraid shot with me =) keep it properly kies? -grinns- loveyou.
[na!] na! am so glad i managed to catch you online! missing ya tons. tons. tons. dont be scared of school dear. -huggies- like I said, new beginnings will always be good. dont worry bout my health. i'll try my very best to be kicking and alive to see you once again on earth. cuz to wait for you in heaven would be a really long wait-smiles- i still miss you dear.
bitinn` awayy at 7:51 AM
Monday, September 30, 2002
-cries- how could they forsake me and God? arhs... huiying... shiyun... where did you two run to? -cries-
bitinn` awayy at 7:20 AM
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