Saturday, October 19, 2002
ladidums! wonderful day! -grinns- joyce and xiaoting came over to my place to do the fruittey fruitti stuff. kekes. had a hard time digging watermelons. =/. -sweats- newaes we went for pm following that. weird. today jacob was leading. and he was standing in the center of the stage. blocked my view. grr. hahs. then we headed to istana park for our pignic. hiaks. all the food was yummie! that's why all of us were the winners. hehs. played lotsa games and it was xh's bday! got her a cake and celebrated hehes. xh seems to be celebrating a birthday for four days. hahas. yesterday, today, tomms and mon! whoah. -envious- today's praise and worship was great! we were spinning! hehes. and jumping. oh! and found out another good characteristic of david. he's so loving towards his sister! the way he talked to her and all... simply makes my heart melts and rewinds me to the past when i was that young and my bro was loving to me. -sulks-
well, last night i had this really strange dream. was a sweet one though. dreamt of this guy i met on thursday at the guitar shop. that drummer. well, shant tell you what i dreamt bout. seems like i have this thing for drummers. hahas. but oh wells, that was my first dream. i woke up from it at around seven in the morning. and when i went back to sleep i had another yet strange dream. perhaps not so strange. but people say when you dream about someone you used to be with, it means you're over him cause now he only exists in your subconsciousness. -grinns-
bitinn` awayy at 9:37 AM
Friday, October 18, 2002
bear with it
if you can take it
leave it
if you can't make it
you're spittin at the flames
and blowin up the fire
just stop playing the game
that'd throw you in a satire
well, go be my guest
head for your doom
put yourself to the test
and the fire will go "boom!"
naive and ignorant
in there lies no friendship
there is no covenant
that it has values to keep
bitinn` awayy at 9:27 AM
bleahs. tiring day. but a fun one! hahas. went over to rick's. had mass sheparding. went to orchard with jew, yeok and xh. hehes. was fun but all of us were in a stoney mood except jew. she just went on blabbering and blabbering. non-stop. hahas. well, most of the time we walked, then found a place to sit down. then we talked. we were sitting at the grafatti cafe in heeren drawing on the tables (everyone else drew on it) when this uncle came over and said we couldnt. -growls- but anyways by that time we already had our names imprinted all over that table.hahas! so he came too late. then we just walked all over town... had breakfast-cum-lunch-cum-dinner at yoshinoya. hehes. xh's really funny anyways. and corny too! well, im more excited bout what's gonna happen tomms! hehes... goin for a pignic. lalas!
bitinn` awayy at 9:13 AM
Thursday, October 17, 2002
ive got what i want. ive spent my afternoon with yangs. ive gone shopping with her. ive got my new guitar. but why can't i explain this sadness that's overwhelming me? im shocked. i cant believe my ears. that cant possibly be happening. im worried. for them. esp her. sighs. anyways, thank you yang for today and everything. love you lots! -hugs- thanks for letting me know too
bitinn` awayy at 3:25 AM
Wednesday, October 16, 2002
finally finished my five A3 pieces of sketches. sighs. am really tired. almost didnt sleep a wink last night. tossed and turned and couldnt get to dreamland. these sketches are pretty slip-shod. hope mr foo doesnt see through it. when i went to the art room to visit him today i took more drawing paper as well and he raised his eyebrows saying, "haven't done your sketches? well, i'll see you tomorrow ya?" and he gave that smug smile of his. =/ -shrugs- guess i'll just see him tomorrow. bah... think my previous east meets west painting was much better. this is just... crap! well... 5 hours... oh mens. i spent an average of one hour drawing 4 sketches!!! God, need lots of grace from You for tomms test. and i don't wanna get even a B3 for my art... I want an A2 or A1... i mean... hmns. childhood memories... well... sighs.
bitinn` awayy at 9:14 AM
who's sher?
bitinn` awayy at 9:01 AM
lost.
bitinn` awayy at 5:17 AM
grr
bitinn` awayy at 3:48 AM
Tuesday, October 15, 2002
bitinn` awayy at 9:27 PM
Take the Dessert Quiz
bitinn` awayy at 9:25 PM
Find your inner Smurf!
bitinn` awayy at 9:20 PM
sighs. am online. the time now's 1:34am. i can't get to sleep. im too screwed. too screwed. maybe ive been going on the wrong track all along. sighs. ive been deceiving myself. God, now even my favourite worship songs can't bring me to your paradise. only in my dreams, can i see myself cuddled in your everlasting arms. only in my dreams, can i see myself jumping and hopping around with a wide grin. only in my dreams, can i hear the words 'i love you' without doubting if the one who said it really meant it, means it or will mean it. only in my dreams...
bitinn` awayy at 10:38 AM
whee! today was eventful. hahas! i mean any day without school would be great. hahas! anyways stayed up really late last nite. bunked in with my cuzzy. she helped me massage my bruise which made me scream in the middle of the night. talked to jac lots. hahas. discussed bout the ab²ij²k in my life. grr... stupid me. she said im far to dependent.hahas. well, i just did my declaration of dependence on the previous entry. hiaks. i dont know what's wrong with me really. im feeling green. sheesh! i shouldnt... nono. i cannot have that feeling in me. it's feels like acid eating my heart up. sighs. i need to get a grip. GOD!!! help me! anyways, josh helped. alot. and i discovered many of his secrets. hahas! well, i went roller bladin with him after tuition. oh yea!!! i saw the guy after my tuition. again. hahas. was waiting for my mum when he tapped me on my shoulder. anyways. my mum saw me talkin to him and she asked, "why do i always see you with guys?" hahas! anyways. when i went roller bladin with josh, we competed, as usual. but this time, i lost. hahs. he got a new pair of blades!!! -envious- it costs five hundred bucks alrites?!! like hell! it was so friggin light. and it has quick-sliding eyelets, a 5-wheel aluminium 'performance race' frame and a slip-proof heel insert. sheesh. mine cost $432.89 like few years back and the only super feature is has is a memory fit. mummy!!! i wantneed a new pair of blades! but hmns. mine's already costing a bomb and it's considered one of the better ones. wells, hmns. that can wait, i suppose. but i still cant get over the fact i lost! grr... hmns. well, it's just once. hahas. he taught me some stunts he knows. and i taught him swivel braking as well as blading down stairs. hahas. that was fun! he fell on his bum many times. he went like "whoo! whoo! whoo! im falling!" and -plop!- hahas. and i just stood there laughing. well, he's just fun to be with. anyways i started on my art today. hmns. ideas just kept comin in and i was so fickle. drew and erased. drew and erased. -phew- eventful day.
and hmns... cuz i cant access to any signmyguestbook.com pages...
[yangs] i still love ya lots too. -huggies- miss ya lots esp your you are so beautiful to me song.
[may] -grinns- one day! well, i'll have time for you during the hols!
[laogong] after tomms you can start blogging! yeay! -muahs- ai ni.
bitinn` awayy at 8:30 AM
Monday, October 14, 2002
The Subculture Label Quiz
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You are a.. AVRILITE! You worship Avril Lavigne as a goddess. You look up to her, listen to her songs for guidance, and you try to mimic her "independent grrl" additude. Be yourself! is your motto.
bitinn` awayy at 9:15 PM
now jus de other day i overheard a flower talkin to the sky
he said you know that i would be nothing without You
he said you gimme rain, you give the sun a place to shine
youre everything that my whole existence comes down to
and then the flower started singing a song
before I knew it I was singing along
and we sang
this is my declaration of dependence
this is my declaration of my need
this is my declaration of dependence
on the one who gave His life to me
now let me say that Im the kind who wants to do it all myself
dont want to ask for help, dont like to stop for directions
but in reality Im nothing on my own
its by Gods grace alone that I can make this confession
all that I am and all Im hoping to be
is all and only what He's given to me
so I say?
and I know this is how my life was meant to be
i was made for this dependency
on the one who has created me
so I'll sing my declaration song
for the one I am depending on
and I hope you'll sing along
bitinn` awayy at 8:09 AM
so sad but true,
im almost over you
bitinn` awayy at 7:48 AM
today has been such a happenning day! whoops! hahas. let me tell you bout my day from the time i woke up. hehes, highlighting the highlights of today! kekes.
[0650]woke up... late!!! hahas. but managed to get to school on time anyhows. [negative]
[0900]stopped writing for ss when the time's til 0930 cuz oh wells, i forgot all my points. [negative]
[1100]slept after i did part one for emath. well, was uncertain how to do 50% of the paper. [negative]
[1330]raining! borrowed an umbrella and walked outta sch with pherd but still got soaked wet! but it was fun! we laughed. alot. [positive]
[1745]stepped outta rick's house without puttin on my shoes properly and ran down the slippery stairs. fell! and got a huge blue black on my left arm now. [negative]
[1755]was mutterin to myself the words i hafta memorise for tuition when i was walking then this guy approached me and asked me if i needed tuition from him and in return i could give him my cell number! hahas! well, he gave me his no. though. hahas! was really amusing. [neutral]
[1800]found out that my phone was drowned! so the screen went blurry and the buttons werent functionin. hell, i was angry. [negative]
[1825] got scolded from my tutor for not studying. wells, the exam's on wed. sheesh. [negative]
[1930] prayed as i walked down the stairs that my dad would talk to me tonight, my phone would start working and i wont fall down that flight of stairs. [positive]
[1934] dad talked to me right after i got into the car! he asked if i received his sms[positive]
[1935] took my phone out and switch it on... it was working!!![positive]
[1950] reached home and i found myself a new love! [positive]
hehes// interesting day? yeps! hahas. the greatest joy is when your prayers are answered. oh yea... im almost over you and ive shaken away those blues. -bittersweet smiles-
bitinn` awayy at 7:06 AM
Sunday, October 13, 2002
alvin said:didn't your teacher tell you guys why there's ss
i said:nopes
i said:hahs
alvin said:oh
i said:u wanna enlighten me on that?
alvin said:well my teacher didn't tell us either
hahs! that was lame and jerked my head up from the ss book in front of the com. hahas!
bitinn` awayy at 6:59 AM
am studying ss. cant get a thing into my brains. sheesh. it always reminds me of the English oral conversation test i had with mr geraint wong. he asked, "which subject, that you are studying, do you think is the most useless in the future." wells, it has to be ss, i told him. it's absolutely useless. really. and everything is one-sided. it's as though im reading a propaganda book, that's worshipping lee kwan yew. like hell. i detest lee kwan yew. quite a bit. not from what im reading of cause. if not i'd be like head over hells for him. ive heard too much sucky stuff he did from my cousin and her friends. like whoah. law students really know alot. everything is so political. eeeeeeks i hate politics. to a large extent. really. grr...
bitinn` awayy at 5:27 AM
whah lao... get a life mens. don't people have originiality in them? -rolls eyeballs- rolls rolls rolls.
bitinn` awayy at 12:07 AM
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