Saturday, November 02, 2002
thanks sheepie jew. -grinns- ure great to talk to and i'll sleep peacefully trusting that u'll not be surfing any thing u shouldnt be surfing. hehes. u've really been an encouragement. ai ni. really. and i can say this over and over again. u're shooing me away already. boo, u better not stay too long too dear. will see you on mon k? or perhaps i could drop by at your place tomms after goin to xh's duno-who's place. -grinns- alriteys. am turning in now. after im done with my qt i'll msg u to check on you!
bitinn` awayy at 10:59 AM
i dont think you understand what you are doin to me.
god wont you just open my eyes and let me see.
this is not the way things should ever be.
bitinn` awayy at 10:47 AM
she just totally wrecked my day. i just wanted to help. shucks.
bitinn` awayy at 5:51 AM
Friday, November 01, 2002
im starting to panic. tomms' wfl class. sux. what songs to lead? sux. im the only girl in my group. sux. im havin a cough. sux. im panicking. sux. staycalmgirl.
bitinn` awayy at 6:11 AM
i feel so stoned. waiting. for jew's call.
bitinn` awayy at 5:59 AM
Thursday, October 31, 2002
been evaxin everyday since monday. bah. am on the go. hope i dont get tanner under the sun. or i'll be like pherd. kekes. dont wanna be like that. ive had three sessions of cg this week! -beamms- and i led two together with laogong. you're so sweet darl. -grinns-
[jew] :: blehs. am waiting in sweet anticipation for you to perfect the strumming i taught ya today. hehes. u pick up fast anyway. well, anointing flows, from me. kekes. really appreciate you lots dear. -huggies-
bitinn` awayy at 7:27 AM
Tuesday, October 29, 2002
to write in many colors
To write in many colors,
such a simple task you say,
not at all i must confess,
the task goes on day by day.
When one is a shade so sad,
on a day that should be bright,
it causes much confusion,
when morning becomes night.
A color for a simple smile,
it is there but the color fake,
how do I make this real,
or is it already just too late.
When a frown shows through,
the colors can not hide,
they come out from the soul,
from deep down deep inside.
I write in many colors,
to hide dispair in my eyes,
for when im sad or lonely,
it is hidden by thick disguise.
So when you see a yellow smile,
a black frown is not far behind,
the smile would show through,
but the world is too unkind.
I'll keep my many colors,
to hold your mind at ease,
now you never have to worry,
or catch my sick disease.
bitinn` awayy at 8:27 AM
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